| Good thing I'm Mexican |
[16 Oct 2003|06:50pm] |
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School today was so great. Aubrey and I headed the first GSA of Sci Tech meeting ever. That's cooler than you think. I stuttered a lot and probably blushed. I looked horrible today, too. Nice and greasy from not showering and no make up. So naturally picture retakes were today, and since I was absent on the original picture day, I had to do a retake TODAY with no makeup but eyeliner ajkfle;aje Anyway, I don't care.
I took my dog on a walk earlier, and he's finally learning to just hang out and not run like a fucking stupid. And my sister made me chocolate covered bananas that I'm eating right now.
I miss this past summer. This summer won't be as fun, I can already feel it. 27 more weeks of school. Only 52 fucking weeks in a year.
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| Sat atop a city block away from the day and apart from the dark It consumed us once I hate this town |
[15 Oct 2003|06:46pm] |
I hate the way chonger boy saliva smells. A long time ago, when my mom and I lived in these shitty Brownsville apartments, some gang guys spit in my face. And today a guy accidentally sneezed on me, and it reminded me of it so much that I gagged. I was falling asleep in class all day today.
Austin was good. We shopped the first day. I bought my dog a sweater, but I think I left it at Brion's. And at this one store, I thought I'd lost my wallet so I had the entire store looking for it, but it was actually in Brion's car. Of course I saw Rusty and the movie he was in and his band play.
The Vibrators were jfkelafjekla, and Alia has a really good picture of the bassist pig. The Applicators were awesome, too. They remind me of the Bangs a whole lot.
I made a bow tie out of construction paper for my sister just now. My housekeeper brought me some more Mexican underwear. There are camouflage print and leopard print. I would never wear leopard print underwear everrrr unless I was on some fucking island like we had to pretend in English. I've been neglecting Mr. Riggins. I hope he doesn't feel bad. hahajkfleja
I don't care how fun they make it. They don't care the way you do. Don't you forget.
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| my secret sex friend she can do a backbend |
[10 Oct 2003|01:59am] |
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i'm at brion's apartment. alia woke me up when reached austin's city limits and we pinched each other and giggled because we were so excited. the bus took a long time to get into town for dramatic effect. nowww i have a facial mask on.
all i hear now is BURR BURR YOU SMELL LIKE UNGIONS
i drooled all over my hand on the bus. jfkelafj;a 9 weeks exams were easy.
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[04 Oct 2003|11:54pm] |
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alia, miguel, rodin, alexa and alex came over today. it was really fun and nice, but i had a terrible headache the whole time. we watched movies and ate excessively. miguel left a few minutes ago with his mom who smells really good.
i woke up this morning and stretched my legs and got a terrible cramp that was so gross i screamed. i didn't even mean to make that last update. i hit the enter key too early while sneaking around during geography.
i think i ingested enough food for a week tonight, cool. obviously nothing worth talking about. except we're seeing the vibrators on the 10th.
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| what's your middle name? |
[03 Oct 2003|01:19pm] |
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alia spent her sleep at my house last night. today is friday, and i can't express how happy that makes me. tomorrow will be the best day of the week.
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| doofus |
[29 Sep 2003|08:24pm] |
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i was nervous. i don't know why. lisp?
today was boring. alia was absent, and i got really angry at some guy that was working the bookstore because i thought it was my turn. but it turned out it was really his turn. i felt stupid.
i don't have any gum to chew, and it drives me insane. the id in me is alive ALIVE!!! and well and taking over, starting with my tongue and teeth. oh well. i'm feeling so happy right now, i could burst. it's just a weekday, and my homework is finished.
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| i <3 hygiene |
[28 Sep 2003|09:42pm] |
alia, george and i shopped yesterday. i bought a great skirt that alia found for me. and for my birthday, they bought me a blue hoodie at walmart, along with some perfume and beef jerky.
my stepdad bought my sister and i a playstation 2 for our birthday. i hate playstation 2. oh well.
my mom said the reason my fingernails are so naturally pink is a vitamin deficiency. i think it's normal.
blah blahbalblah
i did all my homework, you know what that means. TELEVISION! just kidding. i still haven't finished The Color Purple.
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[26 Sep 2003|11:37pm] |
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this week was so busy. i like it this way, though. i actually have to go to school; i can't just skip it and live off my father for the rest of my life.
my sister and i have the same birthday six years apart. so our birthday is wednesday, but she had her sleepover party today. there are 12 nine to ten year old girls here, and they all suck. i just heard one say "ew you farted!" they all tried to watch family guy with my mom and i. but i'm smart enough to pause it every time one of them looked at the screen until they all left.
i give my dog ibuprofen because his crotch hurts from getting neutered. that's probably not the right thing to do, but he's not dead yet.
i fucking hate kids.
alia and rodin prank called me earlier, using alia's computer to make a weird voice. they kept saying "where is my sofia? i need my sofia. i love you sofia." i just hung up a lot because i didn't know who it was.
i'm so tired that i can't sleep. i want to get a job over the summer. i can't pull off having a job during school, though. we'll be in austin on the 9th. yay.
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[22 Sep 2003|08:15pm] |
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hanging out at rodin's is a covert operation. or mission: impossible, and i'm tom cruise. we caught his brother stealing money, and i took chocolate from his fridge but he didn't notice.
school is dandy. however, the only subject i'm close to failing is my favorite. that makes me sad enough.
i broke my vow to stop chewing up my cuticles today. i'll never follow through.
i'm getting sick. i can feel it behind my eyes and in my neck. i have a great boyfriend.
it's monday. i just want the weekend. my birthday is the first of october. i just want a record player.
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| Well hell of course I did! |
[20 Sep 2003|09:00am] |
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i'm up so early. rodin, alia and i watched flcl yesterday which is kind of funny. then they played games on gamecube. i could never get into that because i can't control the people. role playing creeps me out anyway.
we're going to go pick up my newly neutered puppy soon. yesterday my sisters and i were crowded around him in the vet's office saying things like "oh tubby i'm going to miss you we're going to miss you be good", and a fat bald guy walked in and took tubby and said in the coldest, scariest way possible "he's going to be ok."
all the stuff i had planned for this weekend is cancelled due to weather. there are still flood watches everywhere. i'm just glad i'm not in virginia. but there's one girl that lives in north carolina that i'd really love it if she died.
( ode to breakups with good endings and the people who hate me for it )
oh i almost forgot. anyone who listens to the new placebo is disgusting. i had to sound cool somewhere.
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no school today. floods and winds and buses don't mix. actually, my mom won't let me go to school. i want to go so much. i had so much to do today. but 5 inches of rain fell overnight, and the storms are only going to get worse, says the weather channel. but the rain is letting up, and i want to go NOW.
my former computer science teacher imed me today.
got DGWood: sofia, r the mcallen schools out today? og panty complex: yes! got DGWood: thats waht i hread og panty complex: i'm not going to school og panty complex: my mom won't let me got DGWood: heheehe og panty complex: ughhh but i'm going to miss the freshman mixer and my chem lab got DGWood: they will cancel that fish mixer got DGWood: its super soggy here
haha that sicko still rules.
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| kith me thofia |
[18 Sep 2003|07:01pm] |
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aww i do like seeing people being made fun of.
today was so AWESOME. school-wise anyway. english is my favorite beyond favorite of all subjects, and i can't even pull a b in it. i guess it's because i failed every single summer reading test because i didn't DO summer reading. bummer. i spent my time reading books worth reading.
my backyard is flooded with rain, and it's seeping in the sliding doors. we don't have sandbags anymore soo i don't really know what we're going to do. drink it as it comes in?
tomorrow is the "freshman mixer" for our school. and i volunteered to supervise and take my super nintendo. sci tech is definitely the nerdiest school ever. kids wear diy shirts that say "w00t!" on the front. and today this guy won an award for designing a calculator for hewlett packard. hp might even use his design on their latest calculator. and the guy's totally good-looking.
on saturday, we clean the beach. rodin and alia are spending the night, and we're going to put on facial masks and clip our toenails. B) i'm 15, school is practically my life right now. that's not wrong.
i had imaginary friends when i was younger. a boy named max, his dog and a girl whose name i don't recall. they'd make me cry a lot, says my housekeeper. it creeps me out how i can still remember what i thought max looked like. weeeird ugh
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| my baby don't care for high-tone places. my baby just cares for me. |
[14 Sep 2003|12:32pm] |
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my ex stepdad wouldn't buy me shoes yesterday. but i got home and found out that my housekeeper saved my kswiss instead of throwing them away, and i love her for that.
selina and i went to the show and paid five dollars to sit outside and talk. then some people got arrested and brion brought us to my house. we watched dead or alive, but it was boring when there wasn't a stripper on screen. we weren't in the mood to follow a plot. selina and i ate a lot until we watched battle royale again. then alia and i stayed up until 4:30, and i had to sleep on the sick couch.
i watched the outlaw josey wales when i woke up this morning. it's the perfect movie to wake up to. it makes me cry right at the beginning.
my housekeeper just said nina simone has an ugly voice. she's not so cool after all.
haha i don't know why i just updated with what i did yesterday.
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[13 Sep 2003|12:59pm] |
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maybe i'm just too young to appreciate johnny cash or pretend i knew all about him, but john ritter on three's company was my dream man. i'd never even seen the new series he was in. when i heard he died, i was hoping it was like the time faiza told me jonathon taylor thomas died in a boat crash. but nooo my mom was crying and pounding on the kitchen counter screaming something like i should have done him when i had the chance! so i knew it was no lie.
brion, alia, rodin and i saw battle royale last night. it made alia and i laugh a lot.
AND rodin and i were walking around my neighborhood last night trying to get some good stuff for the documentary on him, and we got chased by dogs. one of them was a Paige, like rusty's ugly dog, and it came after me. and the other one was a something else, and it went after rodin. they were snapping and barking, and they were fucking housedogs! anyway, we decided to run through, and they only chased us for a little while, and we survived but it was so scary. what an understatement scary is, though. oh and we got it on tape. it sounds and looks like the blair witch project.
there's some store around here called o.b.'s. i hope i walk in there one day and get to buy my choice of applicatorless tamps. i don't know if i could get used to those.
my ex stepdad is taking my sisters and i bowling today. it doesn't get sicker than that.
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| you like billie holiday? oh i love him |
[10 Sep 2003|10:16pm] |
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School is terrif! I watch astronomy lectures during lunch. They're not boring. Jon sits behind me and asks me where my hair went.
My itty bitty cheapy camera came in today. I read the instruction manual like it was the bible. Not really.
I have to write 12 more essays for english! I hope I can compare and contrast God and the guy from October Sky.
I got 29/30 on my chemistry test, and the guy next to me got an 8/30. :( Actually, that makes me happy. :)
Nothing interesting to talk about except I hope Rodin can accompany Alia and I to Austin in October.
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School is great, except for my huge crush on Mr. Riggins. It makes it hard to concentrate. I'm only half kidding. Some people fail to realize a life outside of school. It's not surprising, but it's still fucking unhealthy. I've had a headache since the bus ride home because of a lot of noise.
Hmm, has anyone ever read a book and it starts out so great you could pee and then it gets boring and you wonder what the fuck the author was thinking and then the author quite suddenly says something so amazing you have to reread a million times before you realize how great it is?
Yeah, if I was fucking gay, I would have said all that. Anyway, that's what happened with the book I'm reading. I tried not to cry on the bus. LeRoy was only 16 when he wrote the fucking book anyway. It's not even edited well or anything. It says "here" instead of "hear" and says "took mistook", and I'm not really sure if he meant one or the other, but they're both there.
I have a Digital Electronics test tomorrow, and I could solve circuits in my sleep.
My mom and I shopped with strange money, and Charlotte Russe is okay if you look past all the polka dotted skirts and diagonally striped off-shoulder shirts. On the sale rack I mean. B)
Yeah, no more. I have a new hairstyle, but I'm not gonna keep it.
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| And my dog is getting fixed soon. Poor piece of shit |
[04 Sep 2003|07:27pm] |
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My mother gave me her debit card to buy a camera with. Just a little camcorder. That makes me damn fucking motherfucking happy, though. And so does Mr. Riggins and poems and Alex. I've been puking my guts for two days now. But I go to school anyway? It isn't bad while I'm at school. But I have a fever and those things, too. My voice pipes aren't good lately either.
bored good last car ride: to HEB and back last kiss: mom's butt for a camera last good cry: a million years ago last library book: a canticle for leibowitz last movie seen: the snake in the monkey's shadow last book read: sarah by jt leroy last beverage drank: water last food consumed: special k cereal last crush: mike aka brian molko last phone call: alia called last tv show watched: king of the hill last time showered: this morning last shoes worn: ratty black k swiss last cd played: lipkandy; this is not a love song last item bought: camera last downloaded: i think we're alone now by tiffany last disappointment: cheetah girls sucked last key used: house key last word spoken: hey joey last sleep: last night for 5 great hours last im: miguel last sexual fantasy: mr. riggins last ice cream eaten: mint chocolate chip last time amused: during people's critiques in art last time wanting to die: when i found out my dad was a man. last time in love: forever ago last time hugged: today last time scolded: last night for not stacking movies?? last underwear worn: pink and red last webpage visited: hotmail.com B)
Oh shit, livejournal has a new look.
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| Lot Lizard Liberation |
[31 Aug 2003|12:09am] |
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A panda and a koala walk into a restaurant, and the panda orders some food. When he's finished eating, he shoots the waiter and leaves. The koala said "Why did you do that?" The panda replied, "It's what us pandas do. Look it up in the dictionary." So the koala looked up panda in the dictionary, and it said 'Eats shoots and leaves.'
Haha I reeeally love that joke.
Alia and I each bought two books at Barnes and Noble today. I bought Sarah by JT Leroy and Living by the Word by Alice Walker.
I stayed at school for the astronomy club star watch thing on Friday. It was neat. I got to see Mars finally, and it moves really quickly. The ice cap and craters were still visible.
I finished my self-portrait for art finally, and it looks okay. Now Alia and I are watching a movie. B)
Nothing intersting at all lately, except in the books and emails I read.
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| i call this girl who makes me hurl |
[26 Aug 2003|06:06pm] |
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I got my teeth cleaned over the weekend. I'm still in the no cavities EVER club. It's because I never eat sweets ha HA. One 400 calorie Hershey's bar a day keeps the dentist away?
I wore a skirt today and some shoes I'm not used to walking in, so I tripped over a hole and fell. It didn't even hurt, but it was embarrassing. :( It would've been funnier if I was overweight.
My mom and my sisters and I are going camping near Austin this three-day weekend. Haha camping, but I'm excited. I haven't camped in so long. I remember hating it, though. I'm not outdoorsy, but I want to get awayyy from here for a while.
Next week, it's decided if a constitutional amendment is needed to make same-sex marriage illegal. I wish I was 50.
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| and no one knows except the both of us |
[24 Aug 2003|11:56am] |
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stumf was horrible and sticky. it was hot outside, hotter inside. i couldn't stand it long enough to even see 13th victim.
last night i: dropped my tampons and cigarettes in a puddle was snotty because my allergies are cool peed in a bus station played nintendo until 3am with two absurdly random people drooled on my hand
i just finished blowdrying my dog after bathing him, and when i opened the sliding door to call my sister, he ran out and dove straight into a muddy puddle. :) :) :(
i had a good sleep. i like when you wake up and look in the mirror and you look so well-slept that you feel pretty all day. you knowww
i love alanis morissette, and i don't care who knows it.
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